These are exciting times. I must say, I was pretty apprehensive about going to Arts Camp. I just wasn’t in the mood to socialise and stuff. But like all things you aren’t comfortable with, you’ve just got to throw yourself into the deep end and naturally you’ll learn. It took me about halfway through the camp for me to start thawing. Then I didn’t want it to end. But end it did. I was pretty upset about that. Regretted not thawing out earlier. Then again, you can’t have too much of a good thing either.

I made lots of new friends during arts camp. With lots of varied interests. But the cool thing is that for every person I talk to, there is a loose fragment inside me that can somehow connect with that person. This is in contrast to my upper sec class and jc class, where I often felt out of place. Disconnected. I must say the feeling rocks! Haha.

So right now I’m catching up on the few years of social life that I’ve been missing. The feeling is like EL again. I can feel myself warping back from the brooding anti-hero to someone oddly familiar. All the ice is melting away. Frozen in suspended animation for years, Megatron is back!

Anyway, I will be quitting my job on Sat. I think it was less than 1 month? Haha. But no matter. I’ve learnt all that I set out to learn when I took on the job. Yeah, even though the pay is miserly because of the restricted hours I got, that’s not important compared to the experience I’ve gained. I never would have imagined myself to be a salesman. But of course I took the job because I wanted to become more outgoing. And it worked. I got what I wanted.