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FamilyMay 7, 2006 12:10 pm

I guess it’s finally time to come clean after disappearing for 2 weeks? Hehe. My family was back for the entire week due to the Mayday holdiays in China. It was so good to see and talk to them face to face again after so many months! It’s taken so many years to develop a level of comfort with them. Can finally talk to my parents. As in really talk. Like old friends. Except that they’re my mum and dad? Ok I guess that sounds kinda weird. We’ve come such a long way, my family. We reminisced about our days in England. Those were still my favourite family days. Like the two second hand cars we had, the light green volkswagen [or was it volvo?] and red rover. All those times I spent just staring at the toys in Toys’R'Us because we couldn’t bear to spend the money. The delight of getting that brontosaurus transformer for my 6th birthday after looking at the box for months. That’s EYE POWER for you! Haha.

Thanks for coming =)

FamilyMarch 25, 2006 4:46 pm

妈咪,这几年吃的饭,都不是你煮的。
这几年跟我一起吃饭的,都不是自己人。
往年没珍惜,有点后悔。
喝了别人煮的汤,才发觉原来平时你煮的汤味道一点也不平凡。
不知不觉,四个人一起吃晚餐的日子已经成为久远的记忆。。。

FamilyFebruary 14, 2006 1:17 pm


I was delirious that day.
The six of us hadn’t gathered together for 11 years.
We’ve all changed so much.
Joyce and I were joking that the next time we met like that, we’d all be carrying our children along =)
I hope it won’t be that long…

FamilyFebruary 13, 2006 2:47 pm

Had another chat with my cousin Joyce. She said something which was so lyrical, so evocative that it’s worth quoting at length:

我觉得自己越来越摆脱不了对前男朋友的思念…………..
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
记得那一晚看完日本片后,我睡觉的时候哭的很厉害……..
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
因为电影中的男主角即使是交了新的女朋友,依然忘记不了他的初恋女友
[チンウ says:]
uhuh..
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
而且新女朋友和他初恋女朋友长得很像……..
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
所以,我想,人对异性总有一种特定喜欢的类型
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
遇到一个以后,可能一生都无法摆脱他,一直在寻找他的影子而已…………….
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
但是那样的话,对新遇见的人很不公平
[★*ブタちゃん*★ずっと私と共にいる永遠の流れ星 ☆•,•,•,•,• says:]
遇到新的人只是一种新的刺激而已,或者是一阵子而已,过了,便还是无法取代旧的………..

FamilyFebruary 8, 2006 1:52 pm

Issue number 2. My grandma is now stabilised and staying in hospital for another two weeks. Needless to say, I was so worried when the news came in. I was thinking, this is it. But she’s alright. When went to visit her before I left Shantou, I held her weak hands in my own hands. She looked as frail as I’d ever seen her. We talked about my visit next year, but I knew it might be the last time I saw her. Later my dad told me that the doctor suspects her mind is being affected too.

I never expected myself to be this calm. Perhaps it’s because of what my grandpa said. “This is what happens when it stretches on for too long.” When life is stretched too thin. My grandma has lived a fantastic life after retirement. There are not many regrets. I just wish I could spend more time with her, since she dotes on me so much. To make her happy. But that’s always the case when it comes to times like these. Ah well. That’s life.

Family 1:51 pm

The third issue. My cousin. She’s a year and half older than me. She’s currently studying in Japan, her last year in university. Before this trip, we never really talked. Well, mostly because for the past few years when I’m there, she’s not, and vice versa. I never thought I could connect so well with a relative. We have so many ideas and philosophies of life that are similar. I never expected we’d have so much to talk about. Even more surprising is that she knows exactly what I’m talking about, despite my ailing Mandarin and Teochew. It’s incredible. I’m going to run out of superlatives.

It’s like finding a long lost friend.